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Post by jacky-chan <3 on Jul 12, 2007 1:58:43 GMT -5
As Naruto felt Sakura press her lips against his, his eyes widened momentarily in shock, but a split second later he began to kiss her back. It was like a weird fantasy. Naruto had always had a huge crush on Sakura and when she kissed him, he felt like everything was working out for the best. But he soon found himself alone as Sakura had climbed off of him and went over and began to dress herself again.
Dazzed and confused, his brow furrowed as he climbed to his feet and walked over to Sakura. He put his hand on her arm and he gazed over at her, worriedly. She continued to try and get away from him and this confused Naruto to no end. What had just happened? Did Sakura just do it out of impulse? Or was there something else? Before she could get away from him again, he grabbed onto her arm (not very roughly though, he didn't want to hurt her) and gently moved her bod around so she was looking at him. "What happened?" His tone was urgent, concerned, and confused when he spoke. He didn't want everything that had happened today to just be shrugged off and forgotten by the wayside. Today had meant the world to Naruto, he couldn't stand to lose Sakura after this.
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Post by Ani-chan on Jul 12, 2007 2:06:58 GMT -5
Naruto had folloed Sakura as she had tried to leave. He kept trying to turn her around and every time she would pull back and dress herself. After she had dressed, Naruto had turned her to face him. Naruto's question was something she didnt want to be faced with. "I-I'm sorry Naruto. I have to go." she said, a tear shed from her eye and fell in between them when she turned away. It saddened her that she could never see him or talk to him again. There was no way to continue her dream if she did. She thought of it as a sacrifice. A huge, huge one. Most of the time, she thinks about if it's really worth it. Deep down she knows its not, but she didn't want to be a nodoby again. The thing is, she wasn't a nobody. She had Naruto and Sasuke and Kakashi-sensei.
This was all so confusing to her and she just wanted everything to be alright again. She wished that all of the problems could be solved so that Sakura could be popular and friends with Naruto and Sasuke. But life isn't fair. It's tough. Picking up her book and placing it under her arm, she began to walk away, heading towards the town. Was this all meant to be? Was she meant to find Naruto and swim with him and then kiss him? Maybe it was a sign. She shook her head and kept walking. She couldn't leave Ino or anger her because she has wanted this for all of her life. I'm sorry Naruto. I will miss you. she thought as she entered the forest that led to the city.
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Post by jacky-chan <3 on Jul 12, 2007 2:17:27 GMT -5
Naruto blinked and stared at her in bewilderment. How could she do this to him now? After all that had happened today? His hold on her loosened and his arms fell to his sides, his eyes were sparkling sadly, he was confused and devistated. He walked over to his things and grabbed his pants and threw them on, he glanced over at Sakura, who had began to walk away. His expression had twisted into a scowl and he watched her walk a few steps before turning and running after her. He had decided, there was no way he would lose her this easily, there had to be some sort of underlying reason, and he was determined to figure it out.
When he caught up to her, he halted in front of her, his expression emotionless. He raised his eyebrows and walked closer to her, he wouldn't let her get past him until she gave him an explination of her actions. With one hand, he grabbed onto one of hers and he gazed back into her eyes, confusion still clouded his own, but he didn't care the reason, she couldn't do this to him. His other hand came to her cheek and cupped it gently, he leaned in and ever so gently pressed his lips up against hers. He had to try and make her stay, he wanted to show her he cared about her and he didn't care the reason she was running away, they could get past it. He knew it.
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Post by Ani-chan on Jul 12, 2007 2:24:38 GMT -5
Sakura was surprised when Naruto had sprinted in front of her. What came as even more of a shock was when he cupped her cheeck and kissed her. She pressed her lips against his and few moments later they backed away. There was something about his kisses. It was strange. They made her feel, happy, like nothing really mattered and that she could just be with him without a care. But she knew better than that because she did care. Looking into his eyes was hard to speak. She remembered those deep blue eyes. So convincing at times.
Sakura cleared her throat gently. "Naruto. I just don't think I can do this." she finally said. She figured he knew a little bit why she was running away. Ino was the underlying reason. Why did she have to be so caught up into being a follower? It made her not be able to control her own life. Yet another tear rolled from her eyes and dragged down her cheeck. She missed him, missed being with him. And now. Now she would miss his kiss. It was saddening that she couldn't stand up for herself and take her own path. It didn't have to be about popularity, but Sakura just couldn't see past that.
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Post by jacky-chan <3 on Jul 12, 2007 2:33:17 GMT -5
When he felt Sakura push back against him, he smiled inwardly and was suddenly happy to just be alive. As they pulled away, he watched her react and he felt a sudden jab of pain inside himself. He wanted so badly for this to work, but apparently Sakura was torn in many ways. He sighed and dropped his gaze to his feet. "If that's what you want." His voice was hurt and broken. He gave her a final look, confusion still in his eyes, but this time sadness was evident. He turned and started back to his things, leaving Sakura.
When he got to his things, he pulled his shit over his head and snatched his guitar from the grass. He put it in its case and started off towards home,his anger rivaling his sadness now. When he finally arrived home, he rushed up to his room and plopped down onto his bed. He sighed angrily and took out his guitar again, he began to strum a few chords and began to think of lyrics to a new song. A song for Sakura.
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Post by Ani-chan on Jul 12, 2007 2:39:21 GMT -5
Sakura watched as Naruto left, knowing she couldn't follow him. What would the point be? She would catch up to him and just stand there again with nothing to say. When he disappeared, the tears kept rolling down her face. It had been a long time since she had cried this hard. Making sure her things were secure, she sprinted towards home so that no one would see her reaction and ask her what had happened.
Swinging her front door open, she threw her things to the side of her room and plopped down on her bed, stomach down, crying into her pillow. What happened today? she asked herself. All of what had happened had been her fault and she knew it. If she hadn't walked over to Naruto, neither of them would be in this situation. She hated leaving Naruto like that as her last goodbye. It had gotten late and she was still crying. And as she become mroe and more tired, she eventually cried herself to sleep. Why had she cared so much? Those feelings she felt that night were feelings trapped for quite awhile and as she had released them, the surprised left both of them dumbfounded and now both of them were at home, confused and Sakura felt more alone than ever.
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